Here are some random thoughts rattling around in my brain this week:
I am looking forward to riding my bike this weekend.
I am looking forward to spending time on the island with K this weekend, too.
Why am I angry all the time??
I hate my job.
I hate that the KID I work for (I'll call him "Oppie") does not know how to do his job, so I have to do it for literally HALF the pay he gets or it won;t get done.
I hate that I have no health insurance - and I hate even more that I have needed to see a doctor for a long while now.
I hate that I wasted my life working at dead-end jobs while waiting all those years for my "radio career" to completely solidify - then when I finally land that rock morning radio show I've always dreamed - the owners sell the fucking station four years later.
I hate that I agreed to moved to Texas - I miss my family.
I hate it even more that I can not afford to move back - or even visit.
I hate that my (ex) husband, whom I will call scammer # 343534386 stole over $17,000 from YOU and me - the tax payers and tried to pin it on me - to no avail.
I hate that because of that mother fucker, my perfect credit is now destroyed.
I hate that I am so broke that I can't even afford to pay attention.
I HATE ALL OF THIS HATE!!